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算起来新工作不过六日，回望上一篇日志却如隔三秋，阴阳两隔。

回想第一天上班，那么的如沐春风，同事在第一天总是很友好。
但随着我的工作量一天天增加，每个人对我的态度也开始出现微妙的变化。

免得以下小鸡肚肠的唠叨被同事看到或者google到，还是换个鸟语，虽然公司所有人的鸟语都比我牛B。

The rules "Like charges repel each other,unlike charges attract" are clearly understood to me. There're 6 people in Internal Communication Department(IC),four of which are ladies.The other two guys treat me really nicely.The first day on the job,i said my english name is panda.My boss Sam couldn't connect panda to my appearence,so the next day,he gave Estella to me.god i like my new name! &the other guy Perry is the only designer in IC.His kindness and simpleness made me feel comfortable.I really enjoy chatting with him on my way back from work. No matter work i did,both S&P identified with my works.

Contrarily,2 ladies in my department always placed me in a very difficult position.However hard I worked they were never satisfied.
MISS.D has 10 working years.Miss.I is her assistant,who is a 05student from FUDAN.Although she is just 1 year older than me,she performs rather aggressively and selfishly.Everytime she assigned work to me,she required my works to be perfect. I think she shows herself just for chances of promotion.Honestly,the FUDAN girl has strong ability indeed.

ALL MY ANGER comed from MISS.D.I worked like a slave,but she still wasn't pleased with my works and complained about my performance.One day, i spent whole day designing a washroom bulletin that D assigned to me. I redesigned it over and over. I wondered why she always aimed at me.Sam said"i think it's not bad,let our audience to judge it." but D said"we can show off only when we have confidence.Her works is unpresentable." Her words made me heart-broken.Sam could always subdue my rising anger.BUT at that time,i give way to tears.u kown,i had always been a strong person,bearing every hardship.But this time i was destroied before such a humiliation.It was conceivable that what she did was nothing but a stab in the back.What is worse,everybody saw my tears and came to console me.What a disgrace!

Fuck it, forget it!

Maybe in the future,when I start looking for a new job, I'll choose a masculine company,like motor corporation.

In IC, i do everythin',including designing,drawing,script-writting,planning,photographing,even filming......come on,i m not a superman.Don't push me all the time!

公司实行弹性工作制，人人都迟到早退，到我这就变成早出晚归。每天四五个小时的睡眠，回家后继续做平面、写剧本，动作到凌晨2点是家常便饭。但第二天的工作热情还是很高涨，因为还得提气气儿跟人斗法啊。说不准以后也可以写本杜拉拉。

我很糊涂到底我做设计应该要烙印上谁的风格。M说内部传播部就是自己人玩，胆子大一点；D却要我坚持all***z风格。或许她也有道理，内部传播不是私有艺术，要代表公司文化。whatever,在被奸的时候，该争取的还是要争,该骂街还是骂街。小兵就是要忍。

9月30号那天D I都休假，我叫一贼爽啊。借着国庆封路终于“弹”了一回。五点到家，终于撑不住闷头就睡，一直睡，睡到第二天的十点，17个小时，却还是很累。I'm really dead.